The Other Side of Me


#22 It’s Over
September 30, 2008, 12:41 pm
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yes, you’ve heard me. 

PROMOS ARE OVERRRRRRR :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D 

woohoo time to play and celebrate! (well, for these 2 days at least, until stupid pw comes along)

Was totally falling asleep today during history paper. swear i dozed off like 28364528 times. HAHA luckily my box of eclipse was there, to add some sensation to my mouth. if not, i’d have just dropped dead on the table without completing the 3 essays in 2h15min. :O omg. but anyhows, exams aside, PROMOS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRR!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D 

can’t wait for pw to be over next. and higher chi paper too. (: (: (: (: (: (: (: 

btw, anyone has sec4 higher chinese materials? :D

it’s tuuuuuesday! :D can’t wait to eat tangyuan + waffles + sakae buffet or something. gosh, time to feed myself fat! :D



#21 Wacky Weekend :D :D :D
September 29, 2008, 1:07 pm
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omg i can’t seem to settle down to study because of the UBER FANTASTIC WEEKEND that just ended D: (screw you history paper tomorrow). (: (: (: It was literally like the dream weekend OMG. hell loads of fun and excitement. good food, good fun, good company :D :D hello someone, please wake me up from my dream! 

Haha started off on friday, after the oh-so-dreaded maths and cll papers (which are finally OVER btw!), went to chivas live and they had free flow (i repeat, FREE FLOW) of chivas! omggg u can imagine how much i drank i think my liver is spoilt. And it was just a really really crazy night, at both chivas live @ rvp and mos after that. HAHA. they turned the whole river valley pool into a mega party area, which was really really cool! and yes, i have a tattoo on my ankle. and back. AIRBURSH only. HAHA what were you thinking! well, they were doing it for free, so no harm eh! Will upload many many photos when i get them :D as what caroline says, “ff chivas and tattoos and dance and fun and drunk”. CRAZY.

and then it was saturday. omg woke up in a really weird state. but anyhows, i managed to satisfy my craving for long john’s! :D and then it was really really surprising, because.. THERE WERE F1 TICKETS woohoo! :D :D thanks javierr! HAHA i was sooooo damn excited to head down with angel to the smacking bay grandstand to feel the cars zoom zoom by. was mostly watching the big screen tv in front but oh well! the way the cars “farted” when they turned right in front of us was really really funny. both angel and javier spent like 10 gazillion years trying to get the perfect shot, while i was totally amazed by the ferrari fans surrounding us. OMG they totally stoood up and did a very very weird pose each time the ferraris past by. DAMN FUNNY. 

And then, the night of mayhem starts. Headed down to phuture and zouk. And partied the night away! :D black russianS + dance + fun + gay territory in zouk (it really exists omg) + tendencies + sore feet + hole in my pocket but who cares. :D 

Sunday was a more stay-in day. HAHA. the bummed out ones woke up uber late, went to satisfy our craving for ee-fu mian and congee and tim sum at crystal jade, before heading off to watch THE HOUSE BUNNY. :D :D :D what a great way to end the weekend! hahaha i cant believe a chick flick can make me cry, but come to think of it, which show doesn’t? (: but anyhows, we watched it BEFORE it officially comes out. and that’s the best shit that can ever happen (since it cannot be found illegally on the internet too).

 

If only weekends could last longer. :D 

liberation, in 22hours! someone settle me down to study or send me the photos please! :(



#20 Rant Rant Rant
September 22, 2008, 10:23 pm
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Please ignore if you dont want to hear a 17 year old complain. (:

 

OMG OMG OMG. Promos start tomorrow, and i haven’t touched on gp yet. SHIT. and while i was trying to rush through the 3 huge chapters for econs today, i realised that there are a lot of stuff that i dont know! it’s practically reading and understanding (not like i really did) everything from square one again. SHIT. and i realised that i’ve been doing the wrong part for history all these while. SHIT. so, im really really into my very panicky mode now. and and and, i cannot breathe. There. Haha and while i’m typing this im waiting for angel to reply my message so that i can finally understand inflation (which i hope i will). (: Thanks a lot to everyone for all your encouragement and support, be it helping me to understand the damn concept, or just like good luck or something, it matters. (: I just hope that i will pass promos, if not i’d get retained for another year, and that’s really bad, considering the fact that i dont really like tj. And, if i dont pass promos, i’d be panicking for nothing, so it’s a waste of energy. HAHA. And, if i dont pass promos, all these last minute cramming will be a waste of time. Omg i really hope she replies my message. :( And, sorry if i didn’t reply any of the messages you guys sent regarding post-promo plans, haha, schedule’s not fixed yet, but i’ll work something out with regards to going out. (: That’s the only thing that’s keeping me sane now. I guess i’m the kind of person that always need something to look forward to when i do stuff, or at least see the purpose in doing so, if not, i’ll just be very sian about it and yes, not productively effiecient. (see what econs does to you). 

Tried to upload many many pictures as well, but wordpress is taking so many gazillion years, that i’m not only getting irritated that it cannot load, but also super worried for gp tomorrow. Okay, im not making sense. My mind’s a blank, maybe i should go and sleep. SIGH. Promos suck. :( oh wells, exams are like a test of mental strength anyway, like how well you can understand and all, study smart and study hard (not working in this case). haha i dont see the point in studying anyway. Apart from the fact that i understand that without school, teachers would be jobless. So, i guess we are just a way to sustain their jobs. (: 

The only thing that i’m looking forward to now, is to spending time with the ones i love. Which is very weird and out of nowhere, because it’s exam period dammit. Sigh, someone just wrap me in your arms and take me away. To the moon or something. (: oh wells, we have to face it someday or another. 

P.S My dear cloney just asked me to check out philippians 4 verse 6-7, saying that it would calm me down. And, i have no clue where to find it, because my bible is i-dunno-where, so yea. Haha, someone help me out here please! (: 

Time has a way of taking back everything you thought you had. 



#19 These Memories will last, for eternity
September 19, 2008, 8:54 pm
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Realised i’ve never ever done a PAE post, so here goes:

SAJC PAE KI 2008

It was really really a very pleasent surprise to find this photo on facebook today, with everyone commenting on it as well! Oh man, i really miss SA :( all the friends there and even the teachers (who’s lessons we never fail to pon to hide in the classroom to play cards, HAHA)

SAJC PAE 08A05

And how can i ever forget, A05!!!!!! :D :D :D oh gosh i miss you guys so much. HAHA can’t wait for promos to be over, so that we can finally meet after SO LONG. And they are coming which is a good thing! Because it means that the end is coming soon too! (: gosh, can’t wait can’t wait. 

Haha see what studying does to you! You start to upload the most random photos of all. (: If i can successfully transfer the photos over later, i’ll upload more pictures of the wonderful memories so far, not only of PAE, but of EVERYTHING! :D 

say screw you to chaguan. (:

 

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FREDFLARE is my new love! :D :D :D they sell the most random stuff up there, and and and i was even thinking of getting an organiser for next year from there, but it’s so $$$. :( boo.



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September 17, 2008, 9:27 am
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#17 And So I Cried Myself To Sleep
September 16, 2008, 10:08 pm
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My mind wanders up down left right, everywhere = I cannot concentrate while studying = not productive studying = no time left to study = I cannot finish studying = I panic but no use = I am so dead

Say hello to pearlyn who is going to get retained. Either for failing everything, or for her shit attendance. 

And no, she’s not crying because of that.



#16 Changes
September 15, 2008, 9:53 pm
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Was looking through my junior’s blogs just now, and times really had changed. They are all going clubbing, drinking and all, at 16 years old. HAHA to think i really really wanted to go, just didnt really had the chance to that time. And, the way everyone looked after they dress up, is WOW. Come to think of it, everyone had more or less changed in the past year, whether for better or for worse. (: and change is part of growth. well, we all know that. And, the only thing that is constant in this world, is change. So embrace it man, afterall, it would definitely be impossible for us to stay like this forever. 

Ooh i cant wait for promos to be over.

Promos over = holidays (after op and higher chi paper that is) = havoc time!! :D

Imagine: spending loads and loads of time with my best pals, cycling, sentosa, clubbing, drinking, meeting up with games gang, study budds, i&e comm, mrt gang, cs, cloney, adelicia, stephy, dee, liting, loads and loads of shopping, taking photos at the most crazy places ever eg, railway tracks, taiwan immersion, bangkok (more shopping!), i&e camp (!!!), stayover/playtime at mt’s, tangyuan (!!), christmas (more more shopping!), baking, mani and pedi (!!), stayovers (!!!!!!!!), rciy/rccl camp, buffets with mummy, zoo, picnic @ botanic garden and doing so many crazy stuff (: (: (: 

*screams I CANT WAIT. and best of all, school starts on 12 jan next year = 2 more weeks to play! :D life is so sweet (yeah right).



#15 At the Beginning
September 15, 2008, 1:24 pm
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Say hello to the new week, world! The week where everyone pons school to study at home. I always thought that tj was mugger school, but i never knew how mugger it was, until today. Whenever i think about crescent, i’d think about what bertha had said before, about stepping out of my comfort zone and not looking back. As hard as i try, i’d still have to say this: i miss the days where everyone studies TOGETHER. not against each other. And i guess, that personal background and history does play a part to groom how a person turns out to be. Many people had told me before, that your secondary school is the one that shapes who you are. Well, most parts of it. And when we all move on to a different environment, it’s then that we actually see how different we all actually are. Different ways of doing things, different thinking, different attitudes. And i guess, that there’s nothing much we can do about it, except to accept it and move on.

The weekend was fun fun fun to the max! (taking into consideration that it’s now exam week) started off with sakae sushi buffet for lunch w angel! (: i swear i felt like a PIG and was so uberly bloated after that. Met up with delight after like soooooooooo long on friday evening, and we had a really really great time together! (: my new love: one fullerton. the newly renovated place is simply WOW, there’s gelare, starbucks and all, by the river. uber romantic to go with boyfriend haha. And thank you so much my bimbo pal for the wonderful wonderful surprise! (though it wasnt really much of a surprise since i kindda found out everything before you told me) HAHA but still, nothing beats surprise bday celebration + sake + mooncake + heart to heart talk by the river. (: and i especially especially love my next new love (okay sounds weird): this auto blender moo cup! its actually a cup, that you add chocolate powder to it, and milk and press the button on the handle, and vroom it mixes everything up and makes very very nice chocolate milk! of course, it works with all powders, just need to add in and some liquid will do. thanks a lot pal! it’d been sooooo long i swear, and i really really miss the good old days. HAHA. 

Sat was kindda wasted but i didnt regret spending it away at all! HAHA. went over to angel’s house and did i dunno what there, and went to tampines mall to eat eefumian from my next next new love: crystal jade! (: before heading off to my grand’s and spending time with the people i love (: (grandparents la, what were you thinking of)

And sun was a really great day to recharge, unwind and spend some me-time (which i havent been doing for long). i’d like to thank my dear cloney, juanita for that (: went over to my grand’s again for some really really traditional mooncake festival celebration, where all my cousins will come and carry lantern and walk around, and eat mooncake, pomelo, drink tea and do i dunno what. gamble again perhaps (: mooncakes this year was awesome. there was this pure mango ice cream snowskin one, and there’s this another box which i totally loved, 4 alcoholic flavours. and my mum was wondering how come i can identify the different types of alcohol centers. There was baileys, strawberry martini, vodka and rum and rasin. Absolut yum (: 

Yup, so that’s all for now, time to go to town and meet stephy now (haven’t seen here since like christmas or something), before hitting the books (after so long too, im losing my momentum but whatever) and pon more school again (: 

do you remember the promises you once said? 



#14 Maybe the adrenaline’s gone
September 10, 2008, 10:10 pm
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i’m here to proclaim my love for the new IPOD NANO (: it’s the sexiest thing on earth at the moment, and i was actually thinking of shipping the orange/red 16GB one over! HAHA, especially the birthday just past, all the angpows could come in handy!! :D :D :D haha but then, what should i carve on the back of my nano then! ): anyone wants to order together with me? Faster this way! (: 

It’d been a really really draining and shocking day. I swear i’m overwhelmed, by a lot of stuff that’s happening at the moment. you could say, that i’m controlled by my heart. and it’s no good if i cannot think rationally. So, from this day on, i shall let my mind guide me instead. (easier said than done dammit) And, maybe to love myself more. And I guess “life’s too short to live for anyone else but yourself”. ): That’s very hard to learn. 

Life is a game of hangman. Sometimes it just feels like you’re a leg away from becoming a real hangman getting hanged, in this game of life. And, i’d rather it end quickly, rather than hang by the line, which once drawn from the first move, can never be erased. Each mistake made adds a line to it. And only more details can be added onto it, adding to the already painful life. Do anything, just don’t leave it hanging. Just don’t leave me hanging.

Please refer to angel’s blog for what i want to say. I seriously believe, that everyone has different learning styles, my way of growing will never be the same as yours. (i cannot believe i’m tearing while writing this post) But oh wells, what done cannot be undone, what said cannot be unsaid, i dont want my life to get controlled by you anymore ): 

screw the world.



#13 MEEMES
September 10, 2008, 4:09 pm
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Click to view my Personality Profile page
 Just did a quiz from: http://mypersonality.info.

How very true. Did you know that, 

ENFJ - The “Mentor”
Temperament: NF (Visionary)
Primary Function: Extraverted Feeling
Population3% (1.5% male, 4.5% female)

Only 3% of the world is like me!! HAHAHAH. 

 

And another quiz from : http://greaterquest.com/LoveLanguages.asp

And here’s the results, (yes i know i’ve gotta study, but im waiting for angel to finish her geog paper! sooo, there’s no harm taking quizzes eh!)

How very true!! Everyone should take this quiz. And the one above man. 

 

 
Score Love Language
   7 Words of Affirmation
   9 Quality Time
   5 Receiving of Gifts
   1 Acts of Service
   8 Physical Touch
 
 
How to interpret your Profile Score:
 
Your highest score indicates your primary love language.  Your second highest score indicates your secondary love
language.   If two scores are identical, you are bilingual (you have two primary love languages).  If the scores of your
primary and your secondary language are close (for example, 10 & 9 respectfully), it indicates both are important to
you.  Whatever a significant other does to express love in either of these languages will get emotional points with you.
The highest possible score for any language is 12.
 
Having a clear picture of your primary & secondary love languages will explain much of your past behavior  Think back
over the past and ask yourself “What have I most often requested from significant others?”  Chances are your answer
will lie within the scope of your primary & secondary love languages.  You have been requesting that which would meet
your deepest need for emotional love.