The Other Side of Me

Weird how i’m not as attatched to my mac as before. Still remember when i was in secondary school, i’d practically be online every single night. And now, it’s like i wont die even if i dont touch my comp for 2 weeks?! (but quite unlikely since there’s so many emails flooding in asking me to do work haha) Maybe it’s because i’d rather spend time with people, rather than talk to them online (: dont see much point in chatting online, cause half the time, either side will probably get distracted, and move on to do something else, and at the end of it, you won’t really remember what the content of the conversation was about anyway.

COMMON TESTS ENDED YESTERDAY! omg omg omg i’m one happy shit. haha, must admit i didnt spend too much time this hols studying for it. if there was ever any studying done in the first place, would most prob be on the last few days of the last week of the hols, and the nights before the real paper itself. (not really nights considering the fact that i sleep by 11+ HAHA). But anyhows, i’m keeping my fingers crossed that i’d at least pass something! Didnt put in much effort so cannot expect the best results right. And the papers we quite screwed up, especially HISTORY OMGGGGGG. how can they test on something that wasnt even taught yet! TSK. but i’d work harder for prelims, yupyup i will. need to find the crescent pearlyn back!

ANWWWWW POST EXAM ACTIVITIES = <3
met up with the roomies for lunch yesterday at F.I.S.H. awesome place, we tried to con the shop that we were not sharing the free flow salad bar, but they found out anyway. haha. caught up on so many stuff. really really happy! and the thought of going back to taiwan again is so exciting! (and since i promised to plan after common test which is now, i shall go about finding out the air ticket prices and blah soon!) haha i hope the 80 people in the programme wont be too shocked when they find a mysterious email lying in their mailbox.

and then, went to meet the g2 gang for cynthia’s surprise bday party! haha (: i was late and so assigned the task to buy the balloons. imagine carrying 4 aluminium foil winnie the pooh balloons and walking in the rain, with the balloons dangling out of my rainbow umbrella. omg malu to the max. and why am i always the one in charged of getting balloons! haha. but anyway it was really fun catching up as well. (: jeanne, lizard and cynthia. oh man, must meet up more okay! it’s a really wonderful feeling catching up with old pals!

dinner was at bomber’s. its a must-have after every exams! american brownie + chocolate milkshake = the best. (: love it love it love it. after every exam i must eat these! either that or max brenner’s. sigh, no wonder im growing so fat. >:’[

actually during the whole course of the common tests, what kept me alive were lists. TO DO lists for every subject, TO DO lists to catch up on after the common test (which is those stuff that need to study but cannot study finish in such a short period of time for the common test), TO MEET lists for my june hols, appointments and all, TO MEET lists for after common tests (which is now!!! haha i’m gonna dedicate 2 weeks to just PLAY like mad, before settling down to study again, mugger image is working omg), TO DO lists for A’s (i keep adding to this list when im studying, always daydream about how after A’s would be like. haha), TO DO list for after common test (like plan year-end taiwan trip, make eclub farewell gifts, do board, rach’s bday present..). So many things to do, so little time!

The day before my chi lit paper, i chanced upon disney channel over dinner and “meet the robinsons” was on air! HAHA and then i decided to watch the whole show. omg, so sad la, cant believe i cried watching a cartoon. “KEEP MOVING FORWARD”. that’s what the show was trying to tell the audience. and it got stuck in my head for the whole week omg. it’s so true know, whatever we do in life, we just have to keep moving forward. no matter what. such a waste if we get stuck and cant pick ourselves up and go ahead with life. because at the end of the day, life goes on. 

many thoughts i wanted to blog about over the past few weeks, but just very lazy to on my comp. all i can say is, people disappoint you all the time. ): 

thought no.1: 
i can see in you one of the many parallels in life.
we were, and now we are. i was the one, and now you are the one. 
i thank you for having more morals than you.
you who have no (real) friends.
and never knew why.
you who made the promises and never kept to it, 
been a while, and you’re still the same old you.
pity. 

thought no.2: 
it’s either i’m thinking too much, or it had always been like that. but from what my memory says, i dont remember us being the way we are now. it’s either we don’t know there’s a problem, dont care, or just too afraid to face it. either that or there’s no problem at all. insignificant in your life, i suppose. overshadowed by the many things in life, the many other people that stay in your heart. but i was never part of your heart to begin with. right?  

why do i always get emo at the end whenever i’m blogging? ):