post prelims: F1, picnic + fly kite + exotic adventure to prata shop with roomies, bonding with yiwei, wanting comes over, kenneth’s bday surprise at ecp
haha its so weird how one month has zoom zoomed past like that. study for prelims, prelims, post prelims, and now its mugging for a’s.
got DEEEU.
i see no hope in my future.
can totally predicting myself retaking the a levels next year.
i dont get it.
why is it that when you study and you dont do well/live up to expectations.
intl history: wrote crap when i knew the content, just cannot apply during exams.
such a loser.
got scolded by seng today, wake up call of some sorts i guess. but at least it proves something, shock keeps you thinking. (just like the arts. HAHA. yellow man public hair. you guys should so totally go and check this out, just type into google. this guy painted himself yellow, chained himself, and just pee and drink his own pee, pee and drink his own pee, and then ppl ask him what he’s doing/talk to him, he’d cut off his own pubic hair and throw at them. talks about society, asian, how we do things routine, and it becomes poisonous. and when ppl laugh, you get defensive and all. a really cool type of art, just no one in singapore really gets it, which is kind of sad. and guess what, he did this outside the substation. wow)
southeast asia hist: study and dont do well and dont know why. think i didnt write enough when my 3 essays were like 5 pages each. damn it. 5 pages worth of crap i suppose.
cll: study and got the same as jct (which i didnt study for). whats the point of studying. and p.s i really cannot stand those people who get so freaking high (like 80+ marks), and still whine about how badly they had done. just shut the f up. society would do so much better without you. especially if you’re ______. yup. recently, i’ve this growing hatred for ___________. (those who talk to me recently will know, i’ve been proclaiming it.) if singapore’s ever going to have a genocide, it’d be most probably be started by me. yup. (no trust me, it’s not teenager angst, and everyone around me feels the same, but no one’s doing anything about it)
math- haha for the 1st time in my life, math is my best subject. big joke.
gp – gone case
econs – even more gone case
i’m telling myself not to give up.
but somehow somewhere, i can feel that i’m letting it all slip away.
whats the point of it all then,
if you might not reap what you sow.
